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The Mountain of What’s Unsaid
Words attempt to fly out in a stream of anger, hate, bile. Decades of words stuck in my throat. Dagger-like piercing my neck, blocking my flow. It grows, mountainous in size. A ball of vitriol poisoning life, joy, memories. A fishbone of regret, resentment blocking my airway. My brain, festering in a pool of unspoken words. I open the valve, expecting an acid avalanche, eating the very marrow, a tidal wave of rotting regrets. Instead, like helium, it drifted off into the atmosphere, a gas, innocuous, invisible, incapable of leaving any residue, taste, lingering trace. I watched, eyes awe-filled, tear-filled as the mountain dissolved, the lump dissipated, disappeared from my life. Eyes, inward, with energy left to mend the most fragile of hearts.
First published here.
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Other places to find me
✨ In this written interview with Magdelena Ponurska.
✨ This Unapologetic Uplift Podcast Interview with Ianthe Mauro and Kim Staples.
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